if someone tells you you’re beautiful, you tell them they are too. if someone says they love you, decide if they mean it before you say it in return. if a boy tells you he’d date you if you didn’t smoke, light a cigarette and walk away. if your mother screams at you because she’s had a bad day, close your eyes and leave her to her anger. if last nights lover doesn’t call you back, do not cry and blame yourself.
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you learn a lot in high school.
you learn about heart breaks,
you learn about losing friends.
you take your first sip of alcohol,
you might even smoke your first cigarette.
you’ll go to your first party and get wasted.
you might even get a car.
people show you how unreliable they are,
how easily they could leave.
you learn to be alone,
how to live with your thoughts,
how to force yourself to stay strong,
how to stay mentally stable.
you learn a lot in high school,
but i will never understand the phrase
” the best four years of your life,”
because it honestly has been absolute hell
and i cannot wait to leave..
Krystal Gonzalez (via memoriesrecollected)
She’s like nicotine
when I don’t talk to her
I crave her more and more
the urge is so strong
I want to smoke her like a cigarette
Tealia Imani (via vxis)
I came home smelling like rain and cigarette smoke and teenage love and my mother grabbed me and said, “sweetheart, don’t you fucking dare fall in love.”
And I smiled and stuck my hand in my pocket and touched the note you had written where you said that you were 22 degrees Fahrenheit and I was the sun and I could melt you with my fingertips.
And I came home smelling like vanilla vodka and the lavender flowers you had bought for me and smudged lipstick
and my mother noticed the way your t-shirt hung off me and was on inside out, and the way you made me give it back 2 days later and she brushed my hair out of my eyes and said, “darling, don’t you fucking dare fall in love.”
And I kissed her cheek and tried to put back together the necklace you had bought me last night, I twirled it around my fingers, they’d still taste like your skin if I put them in my mouth.
And I came home smelling like thunderstorms and fire and breakup songs and cheap vodka that made me throw up and blood and rose thorns and smudged makeup dripping down my face
and my mother just looked at me
and three weeks later I met a boy who wasn’t so cold and let me keep his shirts to sleep in when I missed him and never let anything break, especially my heart. And I came home every night smelling like everything safe and good and happy, telling myself that I better not dare fall in love. I better not dare fall in love. I better not fucking dare fall in love.
You ruined me. (via extrasad)
1. Kiss that cute boy at the party, but push him away as soon as he puts his hand up your skirt
2. Smoke a cigarette for the first time, and make it your last
3. Don’t straighten your hair for a week, see how many compliments you get
4. Blast your favourite song even when your mum has told you off for playing it too loudly. Enjoy those 3 minutes of pure happiness before she pulls the plug out.
5. Say yes to going out, you’ll have something to tell your grandchildren about
6. Paint a sun on a rainy day, then stick it to the window
7. Eat the cupcake, you have better things to worry about than those 300 calories
8. Do yoga and meditate as often as possible
9. Stand up for yourself. Someone called you a slut? Someone said you are ugly? Someone said your art work was boring and dull? That is your cue to fucking stand up for yourself and make them speechless
10. Don’t respond to a group of males whistling at you. You’re a human being, not a fucking dog
11. Leave your headphones at home, see how much you are missing out on because you’re always lost in your own thoughts
12. Carry hand sanitizer and bandaids in your purse
13. Wear sexy underwear, loads of leather, a fur coat, heels and purple lipstick. Do it for yourself, not for the hot guy next door.
14. If you’re having a bad day, cry, scream, punch a pillow, throw stuff around. Then you pick up the mess, including yourself and get back up.
15. Smile, be polite and get on peoples good sides for starters
16. Stop waiting for your crush, stop dressing up for the bar man that serves you a free drink or staying extra hours at work for your boss. Stop impressing these dickheads and start impressing yourself.
17. Laugh until you cry, and when the girl sitting next to you in class tells you to shut up, laugh even louder.
18. Do whatever feels right in the moment, laugh, cringe and regret it later. Repeat.
insical (via insical)
1. Kiss that cute boy at the party, but push him away as soon as he puts his hand up your skirt
2. Smoke a cigarette for the first time, and make it your last
3. Don’t straighten your hair for a week, see how many compliments you get
4. Blast your favourite song even when your mum has told you off for playing it too loudly. Enjoy those 3 minutes of pure happiness before she pulls the plug out.
5. Say yes to going out, you’ll have something to tell your grandchildren about
6. Paint a sun on a rainy day, then stick it to the window
7. Eat the cupcake, you have better things to worry about than those 300 calories
8. Do yoga and meditate as often as possible
9. Stand up for yourself. Someone called you a slut? Someone said you are ugly? Someone said your art work was boring and dull? That is your cue to fucking stand up for yourself and make them speechless
10. Don’t respond to a group of males whistling at you. You’re a human being, not a fucking dog
11. Leave your headphones at home, see how much you are missing out on because you’re always lost in your own thoughts
12. Carry hand sanitizer and bandaids in your purse
13. Wear sexy underwear, loads of leather, a fur coat, heels and purple lipstick. Do it for yourself, not for the hot guy next door.
14. If you’re having a bad day, cry, scream, punch a pillow, throw stuff around. Then you pick up the mess, including yourself and get back up.
15. Smile, be polite and get on peoples good sides for starters
16. Stop waiting for your crush, stop dressing up for the bar man that serves you a free drink or staying extra hours at work for your boss. Stop impressing these dickheads and start impressing yourself.
17. Laugh until you cry, and when the girl sitting next to you in class tells you to shut up, laugh even louder.
18. Do whatever feels right in the moment, laugh, cringe and regret it later. Repeat.
This is beyond perfect (via poisones)
When I smoke,
The tobacco burns my tongue
And feels kind of like the way
You told me you didn’t love me.
The cigarettes taste
Like I should know better
Than to willingly poison my body
But I chose you anyway.
I’m a creature of comfort I guess
And I think that’s why it’s easier
To smoke another pack
Than to be loved by someone
That isn’t you.
I keep your picture next to my pack,
I tell myself I’ll burn it
When it stops meaning more
Than my health does.
Pack a Day (#746: November 11, 2014)
can i be your cigarette
so you can pull me out
of a black dark box
so you can light me up
when i’m cold
so you can keep me on
your lips
so you can inhale me
even though you know
how toxic i am
but you don’t really care
cause you love that feeling
in your lungs
Don’t let people treat you like a cigarette, they only use you when they’re bored and step on you when they’re done. Be like drugs, let them die for you.
(via the-queen-of-itasasu)

